Drudgeries of life.

2007-12-08T08:52:00.000+08:00

the last stand.
http://withdrawalbliss.blogspot.com

2 months.

2007-10-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

it's comin soon. the YEE HAAA BLOODY HELL DAMN IT A LVLS. ah well. haha i have no idea if i can like catch up with all the work and stuffs. hope i can though. i dont wanna do badly for the A's!! i wanna have the motivation! must keep telling meself that. geez.

it's the last week in school! it suddenly occurred to me that it really is the last week with 2t29. gonna miss the people. oi u all better hang out after A's, dont pang seh. the memories... nono this aint the time to get emo.
Prom! there's gonna be one after the A's. oh yeah. cant wait for it. quite excited actually. it'd better be worth it cause it cost us like eighty bucks each. bloody hell.

Bio's mad. everyone's kinda failing it. but that's no excuse though. all the bio students buck up and dont give up on bio!

CJC's helped me so much, especially my temper. been controlling it quite well i must say! haha. just ignore ignore, and keep my trap shut. works like magic. haha

i'm on muttons!!!! managed to call through a awhile back on the 'YOU COMPLAIN!" section. well i got jacked. made it to the podcast though! my call got selected for one of the two calls they were putting on the podcast. heh.

http://www.podcast.sg/987fm/muttons/310807_muttons.mp3

well that's the link.

the exams always cause me to lose precious things. darn it. i always have to wait till it's over. i certainly hope i can get it though.

-Kenny-

not enough sleep!

2007-07-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

the dumb internet's taking too much of my time! i'm not getting enough sleep! argh!

-SLEEP DEPRIVED Kenny-

competition is here.

2007-07-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

it's finally here. nationals. i'm gonna do my best. that's all i'm gonna say about it.

the time where all the j2 canoeists suddenly face the prospect of NO MORE training has arrived. haha i wonder how we will all get used it to, after almost a year plus of training so many times a week.

gotta study, homework's been piling up like no tommorrow. darn.

it's so difficult

to look at you

and yet keep that sentence i've been wanting to say for such a long time from escaping my mouth.

-Kenny-

cool stuff. i'm a dragonite.

2007-07-03T00:26:00.000+08:00



i'm a cool pokemon! and no i did not do it
a hundred times to get this.
only 99! hahahah



ONLY ONCE LAH. walao eh.

life's been so slack during this one week break, i wish
it would go on forever.
its utterly wonderful.
ohwell.
gonna crash back into reality in about two days. :(



-Kenny-

missed training

2007-06-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

missed training today. Woke up with a blisteringly hot forehead, suspect it was a fever. however though, it left as soon as it came. in about two hours. I'm all fine now. weird. maybe it was from the many rides from yesterday.

Went to escape theme park with my cousins on Friday! it was seriously fun. especially when we took advantage of the fact that the rides were unlimited and raced each other with the go-kart about EIGHT times. hahahah. and yes, you are reading the words of the champion go-karter, thank you thank you :) you can stop the applause now

apart from that, took many gravity-defying rides. not really a big fan of them, however was eventually convinced to sit on them by my courageous cousins. oh well. they were thrilling. however after many of those spinning rides i had a minor headache. guess that turned into a fever the next morning. goodness, when did i turn so weak.

Studying's been alright i guess. off to more of it now. cya all soon!

-Kenny-

walao eh. cannot study!

2007-06-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

F*** it man. i just cant seem to settle down and study. i am one distracted piece of cow dung.

oh my. i did seem angry did i. just wanted to let it out, sorry. i'm just os darn frustrated with myself. someone grant me the discipline please.

-Kenny-

WHOOPEE?

2007-05-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

happy VESAK day to all Buddhists out there :)
may the world be ZEN.

training's tomorrow! gotta pia hard and not slack. just hope i don't contradict myself. lol.whoopee-doodle.

the enormous amounts of information to learn and understand+memorise in biology is enough to make you go bonkers!

-Kenny-

and it's yet another sunday.

2007-05-27T19:34:00.001+08:00

and it's yet another Sunday.

H1 exams are finally over. Econs was quite ok, what with the loads of hints and special notes that our tutor gave us. without it i would have been at a loss of what to write in the exam as usual. i have no idea how I'll do in the exam though. it's the first time I've studied for such a paper and well, you just don't know how well you'll do in these kind of situations. tried a different approach to GP this time, hope it'll do me some good.

it's all about the countdown to the H2 exams now. i have to prove myself to the vice-principal, that i wont fail everything again like in the common test. that was seriously a nightmare. never had i failed so abysmally and terribly in any exam before. i just hope that i have the self-discipline to study though.
I'm living in a paradox now. i keep telling myself "STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!!" yet i find myself surfing aimlessly around the Internet, looking at meaningless stuffs like forums and such(no porn, fools) when i could have been utilising valuable time by organising my stuffs and revising my work. dang it. i just hope to be rid of this stupid foolish habit as soon as possible. No, make that a MUST.

life's been pretty much of a standstill these past two days. didn't even make any progress in my studies. oh well. MONDAY. hmmm. like MUSE sang, TIME IS RUNNING OUT!

caught pirates 3 on Friday. it's a great movie if you like the action. the plot's pretty predictable though, but you have to catch the first two movies to grasp it. having not watched the first movie, i was at a loss at what was going on at some parts, poor Jerrall had to endure my constant questioning.

Life gets better every day.
i just hope that happens to me.

-Kenny-

and it's yet another sunday.

2007-05-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

sundays. dont you just love them.

2007-05-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

do you like sundays? they are quite ok for me though. i tend to sleep alot on weekends. its very nice to sleep. bliss, i may say. however, it is guilty bliss. it's like, i cant even sleep or nap in peace without even feeling guilty about my studies, like how i could be doing tutorials, revision etc. most of the time i'll still sleep anyway though. on rare occasions, i'll just get to washing my face and sitting myself down on that dastardly woebegone table. depressing stuffs.

school's gonna start again tommorrow. yet another week of deprived sleep. it's seriously starting to take its toll on me. sickening. on second thought, thinking about it, it already has.

THERE IS JUST NO OUTLET FOR ME TO LET MY FRUSTRATIONS OUT.

i just want this period, this phase, this fraction of life or whatever you call it to just end quickly and let me lead a normal peaceful untroubled life. quite impossible though.

alright, then i wish for world peace. also quite impossible.hmmm.

ok, just let the troubles SLOWLY cease away. it doesn't sound that bad now, does it? PLEASE.

sigh.

ON A HAPPIER NOTE, mother's day is coming soon. heard there will be a celebration with my relatives. i totally forgot about my ah ma being a mother too. haha. hope it's fun!
LOVE YOU MUMMY.

-Kenny-

wasted whole day

2007-05-06T01:38:00.000+08:00

crap i just wasted my whole day slacking around. F***! totally no motivation to study at all! nonono this wont do. crap crap crap!!!!

-Kenny-

i love mozilla firefox

2007-05-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

finally managed to access the create post page. mozilla firefox rocks!

Life's been pretty monotonous these days. it has just been study, Canoeing, sleep, with sleep being one of the lesser ones. and it's a darn vicious cycle. it's driving me nuts. and it also not to say that my grades are soaring now, they're still as bad as ever. just hope that they'll eventually start to improve.

had class handball yesterday. it was quite fun, and managed to play in one of the matches. mr yee is a really good player! i think that he was quite glad to see our class finally being united in one thing. most of us turned up. could see he was quite happy on that day. just giving my 2 cents worth. haha. dont read too much into it.

what with all the class politics nowadays. it's seriously giving me this damn bloody big headache. it's quite sickening with all this shit going on. feelings have been hurt AND are STILL getting hurt. why cant we just live in peace as a class and not have all these clique issues. WHY CANT WE JUST BE THIS FREAKING ONE(read: SINGULAR) BIG CLIQUE. i just hope that all of this shit will end soon and all the miseries will be gone.

my social life's been pretty much zilch these days. thank goodness for the class peeps, keep me from going crazy.

i've understood that my previous attitude towards everything was pretty bad. previous complaints about it were largely ignored and not heeded. been trying to change everything. not suddenly though. gradually.

been quite alone these days. no one to talk to, so lonely! haha. i'm such a sad person.

gotta finish my homework. cya all around soon.

-Kenny-

OMG

2007-04-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

omg. i dont believe it. I'M FINALLY INTO BLOGGER! WHOO HOO!
blogger's been really screwed up the past few weeks. it took like ages to load and in the end it DOESNT load. wth. cant believe i'm finally in. goodness. lol.many things to update on.

COMMON TEST results are out! and um.. i did worse in the test than any major test i have ever taken in my life. hmm. let's dissect my results.

GP--------------------->U
Biology---------------->U
Chemistry------------>U
Maths----------------->U
Economics----------->U

NICE.
god i have to buck up on my studies. ASAP. sigh. i failed everything! that sense of failure is.. indescribable.it just drags you down. and i guess it's all up to myself to pull myself back up. anyhoo there's still the mid yrs' to prove that i aint that dumb after all.

just had road relay on friday. there were four runners from my class:paddy, gerard, olive and myself. we had planned it all wrong from the start. paddy was first, followed by me,olive and then gerard. i should have gone third, cause all the girls in the other teams ran second. paddy was dam fast. he took the lead from the first runners, quite a big one. managed to keep the lead all the way, extending it abit, then passed to olive. well we finished 7th.
it's not your fault olive!!actually if i ran third there wouldnt be any diff too, cause all the third runners were all ODAC people and i would have had my ass whooped by them.

CANOEING NATIONAL JUNIORS yesterday and today! it was exciting cheering for the team. didnt take part though. my voice is abit hoarse now, think i screamed and shouted too much. Yolanda's voice was worse, she cheered so much on sat that her voice was like HOARSE on sun. lol. she kept zhao-sia-ing when talking to us. dam funny haha.

so many tests are comin soon in the next few weeks. hope i dont flunk any of them! got phobia already.

it's 11.05pm already! omg. better go complete my complex numbers tutorial before i get sent out of class tommorrow during maths tutorial, which is like in the first period. cya peeps soon!
i hope blogger lets me in again next time. haha.

when you're happy, i'm happy.
whenever you smile, i smile.
whenever you laugh, i laugh.
so do it more often
although i think you do it more than often enough.
when you tweak that smile to your own special little pretty way
that beautiful thing just totally just makes my day.

-Kenny-

good times, bad times.

2007-02-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

Now playing: Time is Running Out-Muse.

Muse is the bomb man. i really enjoy their music. and the lead singer is one of a kind.

it's been really long since i blogged. so many things have happened.

i'm really really f***ing pissed right now. so please forgive my ranting.

emotions are at a high right now. Confusement, anger and hurt. all in one. i put my heart into that relationship. and i got jacked right back. never mind. i can take it in my stride. but i just hate the feeling of being used. well, as i always say, shit happens. i just feel so bloody f***ed up right now. lucky it stopped soon enough. so i can shift my mind back to other..... things. i just hate being a gullible piece of shit just because i trust people too easily.

have you ever had the feeling of being cheated of your feelings?

i finally told someone my secret. it's been really crappy bottling it up since june last year. it feels so much better now it's all out. and i feel that the person can be trusted, so yeah, no worries. it's been so long already, just that i have been hiding it.

chinese new year is finally coming. which means my PSP is finally coming. oh please let me win some ka-ching in blackjack.

thing is, common test's right after CNY. which means i still have to BLOODY STUDY. i just wish A levels would just finish asap. then i can finally try to fufil my wish.

dont try explaining to me, i know what's going on.

sigh.music certainly does help though. and this is really the point where friends step in. thanks guys.

-Kenny-

first post of 2007!

2007-01-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

goodness, it's been ages since i last blogged. so many things have like happened since then. but i did promise to blog, so here goes.

it's my first post of 2007!

My class peeps have like gone crazier over the hols. everyone is like 10 times as funny. endless laughter in class everyday lol.
trying to pay more attention in class nowadays. my schedule's like packed la. canoeing almost everyday of the week, omg. but it's quite evident that everyone's improving and putting in all the hard work cause all the canoeists like bulking up now. okay only the guys. the girls are FITTER.

so every week is like studies,canoeing,stuff. BUSY MAN. really scared of my studies cause A's are like this year. argh.

current emotion check:tired,sleepy,confused,uncertain.

-Kenny-

NEW YEAR!!

2006-12-31T14:13:00.000+08:00

it's only a few hours to the year 2007!

yest was an interesting and fun day.

went fishing with my brother and his gf yullie in the morning. and nope, i didnt fish ahah. but the stupid fish werent biting, so we went to have lunch at compass kinda earlier than planned. the CHAAI TAO KUEY(carrot cake) at the kopitiam in compasspoint is oh sooooooo good. it's the best i have ever tasted.

went to meet keong and samp in orchard to get keong's crumpler. matt, dom, quee and daryl joined us at serangoon afterwards. we ate, pooled. till bout 12.45am.HAHA. and i had to go cause my dad was kp-ing.

i'm too darn lazy to blog today. sorrie!
shall update asap.

-Kenny-

MERRY XMAS

2006-12-25T04:03:00.000+08:00

merry xmas to all of you!!!=)

just had celebrations at my relative's house. fun sia, especially the part where we opened our presents. it's uber late now. 4am. bloody tired.

ok cya all and have a FUN X'MAS!

-Kenny-

raining.

2006-12-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

Well, today it rained. then the rain stopped. then it rained. then the rain stopped. then it rained,stopped,rained,stopped. and now it's raining again. heck, there was even a thunderstorm during the day! the news just now said that it was like the highest rainfall in 75 years ijn Singapore. that's quit alot of rain.
well i hope the rain stops soon.apparently macritchie reservoir is now flooded. if continues to rain like this we cant go for training. and i WANT TO GO, cause it's like the last 3 trainings of the year!!!!!

been rotting at home the past few days. watching tv and doing SOME homework.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING! whoo hoo. well it's both good and bad.
GOOD in that we get to receive gifts and celebrate, which is loads of fun.
BAD in that it means school is coming soon, and that's BAD with a capital B-A-D as next year there's this teeny weeny exam called the A-levels.

lalala.

-Kenny-

rinoa?!

2006-12-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

wth. i took some "which final fantasy character are you?" test and i got this:

it aint even a guy!
well maybe it aint supposed to predict your gender or something.
i'm so bored that i posted twice in the same day.

-Kenny-

gosh.

2006-12-16T14:47:00.000+08:00

i'm rotting at home. like totally.
if you think i'm bored, you GTR.

for the sotongs, GTR is "got that right". geez.

gosh, you're barely gone for long
and i miss you already
i miss your smile
i miss your pretty face
i miss your bambi eyes
but most of all
it's just that i miss you
i really want you
but you look like
you dont even give
a shit
a damn
a heck
about me
ohwells
maybe i'll just resign to just staring at you from a corner
hoping that you will one day notice
how much i really like you
that hope has been there for a loooong time
and it will continue to be there
i promise to be a good boy
to change whatever you want of me
just as long as we can be together
cause i really like you
and i will cherish you
no matter what happens
because once i got to know you
i immediately recognised you
as the girl of my dreams.

think of whatever you want to think of it.

-Kenny-

CLASS BBQ

2006-12-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

woah. have not updated in ages.
hmmm.. first things first. had a canoeing expedition last week. lasted four days from monday to thursday.gonna give a blow by blow account from what i can remember.

day one:monday
alright, this day was just a plain waste of time.but it was abit fun though. firstly, it started at 6PM. how crap is that. what camp starts right smack in the middle of the evening?? anyways, met up at changi sea sports club. had dinner at some nearby coffee shop with some canoeing peeps. well at least the food was not bad. chicken rice. MMMMMMM. anyways after that we basically played some icebreaker games to get to know the NYAA people. quite a fair number of them, they were nice people. slept in the club at about 12, if i remember correctly. open air, no air con. walao. was already starting to miss my comfy bed. didnt manage to get much sleep. mainly due to the fact that there were many ^$@#^#$^#%&%^ PUNKS wondering about outside the club making loads of noise. and there was this bloody motorcycle which woke many of us up in the middle of the night with its stupid loud engine.

day two:
woke up a fair bit earlier than the rest to bathe and prepare my stuffs. most of the people had already bathed the night before in the club so there werent many people awake early. then this thing happened. the showers were further away from the toilet, so i sleepily walked into the first bathroom i saw, and it was empty. i had just started bathing when suddenly i heard pei han,jenny and mel's voice in the toilet.i looked at the wall. what was a PINK wall doing in a guy's shower? then it dawned upon me. CRAP. and the three of them confirmed my suspicions. i was in the girls shower!!!!!! luckily there were only three of them there and they were quite ok about it. and LUCKILY i didnt walk out of the cubicle wrapped in a towel looking like some pervert. phew phew phew. laughed about it with them and walked out with my face feeling very hot. anyways i found out that it was actually a blessing in disguise cause the boys shower didnt have seperate cubicles. and it wasnt really a big deal anyway cause the boys used to invade the girls showers all the time when we trained in kallang. of course nothing naughty happened. haha.

ok anyways we all freshened up and had some safety orientation briefing from the exp people. we set off in a fat ass doubles canoe which was slow^10. i partnered jade! she was quite funny and tried her best to row, could see that. lunched at punggol jetty. by this time everyone was like half-dead. partnered janice after lunch. she was dam tired, and i ended up doing most of the rowing. but ahh, cant blame her. no worries janice! in the end we rowed like about 25km from changi to sembawang. reaching sembawang was heaven for us. we were like lifeless mechanical people rowing endlessly by then. beaching up was crap. it was low tide, and once we stepped out of our canoe, our feet sank into the soft mud. with every step our feet sank into the mud. everyone's mood started to sink. some people even fell down while carrying the canoe back with their partners cause their feet had sunk too deep into the mud and they couldnt pull it out.
we had dinner at the beach, then just we were washing ourselves with some pipe, a thunderstorm came. we all hid under some bridge for shelter. by this time everyone's morale had sunk to an extreme low. and it got even worse when people started opening their bags and finding their ipods and handphones to be soaked. everyone's face was like dead by then. the garbage bags around their bags and ziplock had leaked water through. my stuff was abit damp, but it wasnt damaged.
EVEN WORSE, we found that we had to trek about 1km just to reach the showers in sembawang park. we had no choice but to do it and was a really crappy walk with many of us getting mosquito bites.
the feeling of showering was pure bliss for me. it felt good to clean up after being all wet and soggy for such a long time. we dragged ourselves back to the bottle tree village(where the beach was). there was some restaurant there and we were told that the owner had allowed us to sleep there for the night for shelter. one thing i respect about our canoeing captain justin. his stuff all got soaked through, including his clothes,belongings and his n73. it was barely two months old and it was destroyed. but he recovered extremely quickly and rose to lead us again, and that was something which all the expedition members respect.
had some bitching session with my group shortly after. but ahh, what was said there stays there,so ohwells. played some games, in which apparently i lost and had to do some crap forfeit which was extremely embarassing. slept in some corner of the restaurant and was knocked out all the way till morning.

day three:
woke up at about 6am and freshened up. we were told that yesterday was the most gruelling day and that we did not have to canoe as much today. seeing that i was dying from rowing the day before,i got a new partner leonard. very nice guy. and when we started rowing, HOO BOY. i have only one word to describe that feeling: SHIOK. we were ahead of the pack most of the time like some turbo charged maniacs and even had time to race with some pairs. haha. we kept overtaking the expedition leader until he was quite irritated i think.everyone rowed quite fast too. they even had to extend the route for us so that we werent too ahead of time. when we reached pasir ris beach, leonard and i were like "HUH REACH ALREADY AR". lol.
we played some games after beaching up, then pitched up our tents. the teachers were kind enough to book a pit for us, so we had a barbeque. the chicken wings were GOOD. played more games after that, including pictionary. it was damn fun and exciting. clement and sue-maine were in charge. GOOD JOB GUYS.
after the games, we bathed,then headed to some area where we had reflections. it was quite touching, and it definitely brought us closer together.
after that, at about 1am, we headed to the nearby macs and chatted abit, until everyone started getting sleepy and we all headed back slowly in small groups. i tried to stay awake but got ko-ed at 4.30am. slept in the tent. some smart people were fast enough to chope the park benches to sleep on, which were much more cooling with the occasional winds rather than in an enclosed tent with a mosquito net-like covering.

day four:
woke up two hours later feeling like some zombie. washed up and had breakfast. we were all so tired. we then set off on our canoes. apparently, we all rowed so fast that in 20 min we had rowed what was supposed to be accomplished in an hour i think. we had arrived back at changi sea sports club. again, leonard and i were like "WTH SO FAST FINISH". washed up the boats and cam-whored abit with natalie's phone taking pictures with everyone haha. and by this time i had become so TANNED that i had two new names: xiao hei and jelani(canoeing indian senior).idiots.
dad picked nathaniel and i up and dropped nat at compasspoint so he could take the mrt home to serangoon.
when i reached home, i was so tired that i slept from 3pm-12am, woke up to eat abit, then slept all the way to about 10am. SONG BO.

and that was the canoeing expedition for you. goodness my fingers are cramping up on me.
went back to training on sat, it was ok.
on sun, watched DEJA VU with gerard,olive,shawn,yo and hancai. everyone please go catch that show, it's really good. had to rush back home after that to attend some relative's wedding at WaterView hotel. the food was good. and everyone kept asking why i was so black. zzz. it's TANNED BROWN OK.

class bbq yesterday! it was at gerard's house. dam big la his house.quite a good turnout. mr yee our home tutor came too. it was really fun. and i got to try out gerard's $3400 bike. UBER ZAI MAN. the bycicle ride of my life. super fast, very responsive, etc etc. had a nice chat with gerard at the bus stop. DUDE WE SHOULD DO IT MORE OFTEN HAHA. managed to catch the last bus home. had a conference later with yo,gerard,pamela(phong),xin ying. dam funny la, kept laughing like one moron.

basically rotted at home today. lol.

-Kenny-

eh?

2006-11-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

thing is, i have no idea what to say now.hmmmm. training as usual today, GETTING THE BALANCE FINALLY. BUT nooooo, cannot take things for granted. yes, humility is the way to go.wtf am i talking about.

I MISS 1T29! must have outing asap.

i saw this blog just now, HORRIBLE HORRIBLE english, and totally self-centred. get some english lessons please! the canoeing peeps should know which blog i'm talking about.
MUAHAHAH.

bored like mad. BLADING WITH BRO 2mr!woot. PLEASE DONT RAIN THANK YOU.

-Kenny-

my ultimate dream is to be with you forever.
to be everywhere with you together.

improvement

2006-11-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

Hi world. life's been ok. training is like taking place almost everyday of the week now. walao. but the c-boat's improving now i guess. at least now i can leave the pontoon(is this the way to spell it?) and make my way to ABIT out into the reservoir.

went out with the class peeps after training on friday. it was quite fun, played pool and has dinner after that. OMG i'm uber rusty in pool now please. missing simple shots! argh how to have pool challenge = =''

well, life has been a WEEEE bit better than before the sub-papers. gotta start studying soon. ZZZ.

i care about you, oh yes i do.

-Kenny-

RANTS

2006-11-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

forgive my ranting.

i capped at least 30 times today. and when you capsize, the water rushes into your nose and IT HURTS A HELL LOT. F*** that. it's horrible to keep trying to balance on the Mo****f****ing C-boat. now i have a bloody headache. i think my brain is waterlogged. capped too many times. well, at least i managed to bring my strokes record to 4! 4 strokes before capping. it's rather pathetic though. how shitty.
well, there's at least one piece of good news. i managed to rectify my problem with skulling the water(whacking the water to balance) right at the LAST MOMENT. phew. hope it helps me tommorrow and i will finally be able to balance on the f***ing C-boat.

i'm PROMOTED.heh. passed that bloody sub-paper.

woke up yesterday morning not feeling too well, so decided not to go the extra C-training. PAI SEH DES. olive called me later in the morning, and as i was feeling better, i went to shawn's house. FRONT 5(w/o xuan), shawn and gerard were baking a cake for xuan. i didnt help much, but i was sort of like the cameraman, taking loads of pictures. i'll upload them next time when i'm free and my head's waterless. well, it was loads of fun observing the cake-baking process, and laughed like mad too. many hours later, the cake was finally baked and we made our way to xuan's house. instead of surprising xuan, we got a big surprise ourselves when xuan was NOT AT HOME. callled xuan but no answer. the girls managed to slip in the cake(along with some notes) through the window onto xuan's television though. cute la. turned out xuan was at dinner with her family, as we found out later on the way home.

training today was shitty with a capital S. i got really depressed at one point when i capped continuously for like an hour. but ohwells. hope the situation improves.

why why why.
why are you treating me this way? why is this happening? why is the situation like this?
why, why, why.

hoo boy.
-Kenny-

promoted!

2006-11-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

to wei xuan:
hey xuan, chill about today ok. seeing you tear was like quite heartbreaking la. i almost teared back then u know. chill k.

the results are out. well i got promoted. but ahh fuck it, no mood.

CANOEING! it's uber fun. i'm taking the C-boat now, it's a very different form of canoeing. well actually it's the real canoeing, what we usually perceive as canoeing with the 2-sided paddle is actually kayaking.
its UBER UBER UBER hard to balance on the C-boat, but the 5 C-boaters(me, des, hong kit, tim and clement) are like making loads of progress. hope i can row the C-boat soon. my current record is 3 strokes then BOOM into the water.
training is like almost 4-5 times a week. muscle ache! my back is killing me.

-Kenny-

SUB PAPER OVER WHOOOOOOOOOOO

2006-11-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

sub-paper's finally OVER. oh yeah. the paper was ok i guess. it's the kind where either u pass ok or u make like 100000000 mistakes and die. but overall, cross fingers, toes, hair, whatever and hope to pass.
I CAN FINALLY GO BACK TO TRAINING. like omg. time to lose the flabs. whoo hoo.
time to go chill.ahah.BE RIGHT BACK SOON!

gimme a break la. walao.

-Kenny-

walao sian.

2006-11-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

it's comin. the sub-paper is finally coming. i'm like studying, but whether if it is enough i'm not sure. feeling like so depressed now la. everyone's enjoying and i'm stuck here at home like one moron. well, who to blame but myself. didnt study hard enough. SIAN.
training has also started, but i cant go. damit. i can only go next fri, after my sub-paper on thurs. like what the HELL.
well the only interesting thing at home now is the world pool championship on ESPN. it's uber cool, and the players are DAMN GOOD. the players, are gerard would say, KAN JUN. that means super accurate in hokkien. and their placing can make(IT REALLY IS THAT GOOD) your jaws drop. pity emanuel (the magician) reyes got kicked out. i was kinda rooting for him, rather big fan.
well, life's all about TV pool and maths nowadays, you can imagine how bad it is for me. just a little less than a week to freedom for me. i feel like i'm retaking o'lvls again. it's the same time of the year for the sec 4s too.
boy am i one depressed person.

what i would give for you to just have a nice chat with me,
or to even NOTICE me more.
the question in my mind is, why are you suddenly so dao towards me?

-Kenny-

blogsong

2006-11-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

just changed my blogsong. heh. it's my current favourite song at the moment.emo, but heck it's dam good. i've always liked rather emo songs btw. but some A7x wont hurt. haha. beast and the harlot just gets you in the mood.
i've just wasted another precious day away. went to school to do pw, ended up changed the titles and editing some slides. then went to play POOL. omg i was so darn off form today. sadness. must chill next time i play pool. haha. i get so agitated and all the &%$&#%*$ comes out. its getting even worse lol. even olive has said so! omg. gotta exercise some self-control.
did some maths at home after that, and look where i am now, BLOGGING. wth.
i swear i'm like getting uber fat. NEED TO EXERCISE OMG. CJC CANOEISTS HAVE A NEW COACH! he's a cool dude. and TALL. he can go be a giant's friend pls. 190 cm omg. towering over us. ok fine mainly me. he's cool. and i heard he's pumping us training starting this sat. but damn i cant go till after my subpapers. ahhh. everyone's getting fit again soon and i'm still stuck getting fatter. walao.
A lvl chinese this friday! haha. MAYBE i'll look at my chinese textbook. maybe. hmmm.
gotta go. cya all.

has the one finally arrived? i wonder.

-Kenny-

CONGRATS VANESSA

2006-10-30T19:22:00.000+08:00

my cousin Vanessa just got married! haha. so happy for her. her husband Lai po is a real happy person. nice too. hope they'll stay happyand 2gether 4EVA!
just attended their wedding yesterday. it was a quite a glam affair, everyone dressed to their nicest. i wore some nice clothes too! haha. it was quite fun al, and dang the food was good.
oral presentation for project work was today. uber funny when it was hisham's turn to get questioned by mr yee. we all laughed like mad!
haha. here's some photos! hope to keep you entertained.lol.
PLEASE SCROLL DOWN!!

Wedding pictures!
my cousins and i. Sean,Debra and Joshua.

Me with the bride! my cousin Vanessa.

1t29 class photo!

1t29 candid shot at quadrangle

1t29 girls!

group shot!(with sam holding sume dumb flag)

some mirror shot with the guys.

BACK FOUR!!!

GUESS WHO! lol.

gerard with some cool pool

-coughs-

1t29 sentosa outing! volleyballing:)

wth.

unofficial member of 1t29! -sue maine-

madness.

AND... for the finale!!! this is what happens when girls watch happy tree friends!hahah.

and thats all for today folks! gotta start mugging for maths sub-paper!

can you look into my eyes and see my love for you?

-Kenny-

sub-paper

2006-10-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

well, as quoted from wei xuan's, i'm 50% promoted! haha. ended up not being kicked out, but i have to take a maths subpaper. if i fail this subpaper, i may not even have a place in CJC next year. so, I HAVE TO PASS!!!!! haha. the topics tested are like coming out on next monday. hope that they're lenient and dont give that many topics. meanwhile, i gotta study! today's the last day of school and i need to pull up my socks!
yesterday was my b'day!haha. it was dam fun la. the dumb class dudez wanted to give me a birthday bash(literally). luckily i was saved by a passing by teacher at the last moment who stopped the peeps, who were halfway carrying me to the toilet. my poor nips kept getting pinched later though. walao. PAIN!ouch. but they still got me in the end, got bashed at end of school. lol.
was on the way home when i met clement and marilyn at the bus stop. they were going to the seletar air base. went with them to eat jalan kayu prata in the end lol. homed after that to ZZZ.
today was the last day of school. fun stuff!! we had like this class activity thing where we wrote small notes about our classmates and put them in their balloons. opened it and home and was like so touched. precious precious.1T29 ROCKS MY WORLD!

had some end of year ceremony after that. was dam funny sitting with hisham,shawn and von. kept laughing our heads off throughout the whole thing.

anti-climaxy enough, we had bio SPA(science practical accessment) after that. its a A lvl thingy, but only a small part. was ok la, but i think i screwed up in the cover slide thingy. ahh whatever.

Louie was dam nice la, bought a cake for germaine and i(her b'day was today) and we celebrated in class. poor germaine had to rush down to class from her H3 chemistry interview.lol. took class photo after that! enlisted the help of Luan who was kind enough to go to the second storey to take us at the quadrangle.was on the way out when i got tau-poked at the quadrangle. my rib-cage almost cracked from the peeps stacking up on me-.-
played pool with the dudez after that! gerard had something to do, couldnt join us. BOO. was quite ok la, everyone seemed like dam tired and sleepy lol. olive and sam joined us later.
class outing tommorrow! woots! hope it'll be fun.haha.

looking back at the past year, 1T29 has really rocked my sox. many many great memories from day 1 of orientation till now. i cant afford to lose this class. SAM, WEIXUAN, SHERYL, AND JEROME, my fellow sub-paper peeps, lets all work hard and make sure we're in 2T29!!!!! PIA STUDIES!

walao. HOWHOWHOW.

2006-10-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

omg.omg.omg.omg.omg. eh wait. OMG. sigh. promotion list to j2 is like out already. but that darn teacher doesnt want to tell my class if we have promoted. he said the list would only be released on monday.its like utterly not fair la. other classes have already known the fate of their promotion and my class is still stuck in the realm of the unknown. i'm sick and tired of waiting for all these kind of results stuff. it just gives my heart this feeling of emotional unrest. it disallows me to fully enjoy what i'm doing at the moment. stupid feeling. you cant think straight, with this nagging thought knocking in your brain from the back of your head. it happened to me before the release of my O'level results and now it's happening to me again. come to think of it, the feeling of it is worse now. i dont want to retain. neither do i want anyone in my class to achieve that fate, my class to me is as perfect as any class can ever get. or even worse, get kicked out. it aint so bad i guess. no one in my class has failed everything. i guess what we can all do now is hope for the best.
going out with my classmates these past few days has truly enabled me to feel and grasp the warmth and gratitude you can achieve from a friendship. playing pool, hanging about chatting about nonsensical matters, or even a 1-1 chat(like today during chinese in LT2. btw, SOMEONE claimed to be hardworking, when i turned around 10 min later, she was sleeping like no tommorrow. AIYO. haha). these things really help to tone down the madness and headaches which come when you think about the promotion to j2. i cant afford to lose them, i just cant.
POOL! i'm utterly addicted to pool nowadays. it's really fun, with some days playing really good pool and some days where you just seem to miss or screw up every shot. EH KOR WHEN U COME BACK FROM AUST, we definitely must go pooling, apart from you teaching me blading lol.
well, all i can do now is just to sit and wait, and hopefully do some productive project work when i meet up with my group on sunday. i trust that we will, with our boss olive around. haha.
i'm just seriously bored into oblivion. hope that this is all over soon!
I WANT A PSP. hopefully i can secure a nice paying job during the holidays and buy one for myself.
DXO last friday was fun. queued up like mad though. but the dance floor was madness. cant wait to go to another party.haha. hopefully with a gracious amount of alcohol. if not, what's the use in clubbing in the first place?lol.
why is she like ignoring me.is she angry with me?
-Kenny-

FUCK OFF MAPLE!

2006-10-10T18:39:00.000+08:00

ooh. i'm finally over and done with for maple story. there's this HUGE misunderstanding which happened in maple yesterday, the day i quitted. i hate the feeling whereby you're accused of something which you absolutely did not do at all, and your long-time friend doesnt trust you because of that. BIG HEADACHE. ahh whatever man. i have a clear conscience and i dont feel the need to explain myself for what i did. definitely going to leave it at that.

well, back to the quitting. i finally quitted! whoo hoo. took up so much of my time, and also my pocket money. haha. just suddenly didnt want to play anymore. if only this had happened earlier, then i would at least have scored a wee bit better in my exams.
speaking about exams, results are like coming out tommorrow! i seriously hope the whole class promotes man. this class has seriously been one of the best and memorable classes i have ever had( 4F being the other one).
i'm so bored at home now. i'm practically rotting here.totally nothing to do at all. i think i should try to find a new hobby.haha.
was out with some class peeps yesterday playing pool. its utterly fun, should totally do it again another time.
btw, i've changed my blogskin! i totally like playing with the little BOUNCICLES on top. so addicting! lol.
-Kenny-

woah

2006-10-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

woah. that previous post was.. stupid. sorry to anyone who managed to read it! i took it down already. dunno what came over me. goodness.EMO SIAL.

and yolanda your tag very niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
you can go macdonald's counter.
"hi miss what do you want?"
"food".

NICEEEEEEEE.

whooooo econs next week! cant wait!!YEE HA.

yeah right.

-Kenny-

one more day!

2006-09-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

it has finally come! the last of the exam papers! well, not exactly. there's still one econs paper left. but heck. the major h2 subjects ARE FINALLY OVER TOMMOROW. cant wait. YEE HA. the papers have generally been ok so far, just wishin all hoping with all i can that i can promote. if not, its off to poly i go! singapore poly sounds nice. haha.
shall be right back as soon as i can=)

BIO

2006-09-21T14:25:00.000+08:00

i'm really scared. everyone's like cheonging their studies and i'm like blogging. wth.
just had two exams, gp(mon) and bio(wed). gp was ok la. i just hope that my compo wasnt out of point like it did in mid years. if i fail gp i'm a goner. its like BYE BYE CJC and HELLO POLY. goodness. bio was more or less either u fail or pass, hope i can hope. crossing my fingers. didnt manage to finish the paper, but then neither did most of the rest. JUST LET ME PASS. PLEASE.
two more papers left, not counting chinese tommorrow. i'm really scared of failing, its like i gonna have to leave the class and see everyone promote, and i have to go to poly. sigh.
i dont think anyone in my class is not gonna promote, seeing how hard they're all studying now. outside studying has stopped and mostly everyone's staying at home to study or going to nearby macs/kfc. funny how everyone seems to play like mad when there are no exams, with the exception of gerard though, he studies consistently. good work man ;)
front five, back four, standard four, main cliques in the class. but everyone's really sociable though haha. standard four is like the mix around with the rest type. ok i have no idea what i am typing about now. u can see everyone putting in their best effort now, good work guys.
there just may be the fact that i wont be able to see that much longer=(
but then again, of course i'll try my best to promote, dont wanna let everyone down.
sorry about the raving. i just needed to release my thoughts. its like almost lethal to me to bottle them up in my brain.
-Kenny-

WHEEE

2006-09-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

WHEEE. yes another day devoted to unprofitable boredom. oh ya. MAJOR UPDATES. i got F,F,F,F and a C for my mid yrs. whoopee. sigh. C for chinese if u were wondering. haha. ironic, now that i look at it.
ANYWAYS, stopped mapling just for the sake of studying. its killing me i tell u, really miss the maple peeps. its been a month or two since i stopped, hope i can tahan all the way until i finish my promos. THE TEMPTATION IS KILLING ME! faints.
canoeing. there was a sheares bridge 10km marathon last sunday. was supposed to go, having signed up and everything, but woke up like freaking tired from the previous day's water training(plus studying at shawn's house), and also my back was starting to hurt again. i knew if i ran, by 5km my back would be PAIN-DED. didnt go in the end. everyone else except me and ziwei went. BOO. missed it. BEFORE THAT, had some water trainings. finally started on K BOAT! whee. found out that i pair really well with joel on a K2 boat. a K boat is this really slim kayak which is like comparing oprah and jessica alba if u compare it with the normal T boat. it also had a rudder, which the T boat doesnt have. HOW COOL IS THAT. only problem is that in the inital stages of taking K boat you capsize like mad cause the balance factor is a HUGE problem compared to T boat. the strokes suddenly seem like utterly important, with cher(our coach) screaming at u every few seconds about some mistake in your stroke. but heck, its freaking fun.
training has stopped now though. till after promos.
speaking of promos, i really have no dumb idea whether i can even stay in cjc. my knowledge of the syallabus is like THIS little(hold your index finger to your thumb with a 1cm space and u have the general idea). everyone's like mugging LIKE MAD and look at me, i'm blogging. its scary i tell you. the people who seem to slack in school are like unleashing the mugger power within them. not that it's a bad thing. its good for them. just that its scary.
promos are coming in like 2weeks plus, and i'm dying from the stress. i need to score at least 50+ in all my subjects, that is to say AT LEAST A C. someone stab me. now that i think about it, I DONT WANNA RETAIN.
love life's been preeeety stagnant, i can tell you that. but feelings CAN develop.shall not really go on though, i prefer to keep it secret.
my bro left to study in wollongong uni in australia about i think almost close to 2 months+ ago. there were some tears in the inital days, but l've gotten used to it by now. hope he does well in his studies there. loads of stuff for him to catch up with though. hasnt touched the books in 5 yrs already. army. we both promised each other to study hard.
life's been great with 1T29. dont wanna leave this class. its like dam happening la. haha. everyday can train abs with all the laughter. our home tutor is like uber cool also. utterly hip young dude of 27 years, yet already has a wife and daughter( KAWAII)! COOL. thats like only 10 yrs away from us!
got a new ipod nano 2 weeks ago! loving it man, it like disappears in ur pants when u slip it in. SLIM-O COOL-O.
life's all about studying these few days. been study with my new study group! olive, shawn, me and sam! we study together on 2,4,6, which is tuesday,thurs and sat(usually at shawn's house). its not bad actually. manage to get some work done. CONTINUE THE GREAT WORK GUYS!
i wanna promote! and to do that, i gotta study now! ahaha. cya peeps!
-Kenny-

FINALLY-gonna die-

2006-06-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

i am so gonna die. SO SO SO SO SO gonna die. exams are like next week and i have not covered much.DAMIT. argh. ok i admit it.. i have been slacking these past few days. everyone seems to have studied. ahhh.... hidden muggers everywhere. lol. they say they dont study, then next thing u know, they get one of the top marks in class. BLUFFERS! cannot believe them. no no no.

past few weeks have been quite relaxing, mapling and going out. very no life now la. sad right. sigh. so many things have happened.
chem prac was quite ok today, luckily didnt screw up in it sia. will post a longer post at end of EXAMS!!!!!!!!! CHEONG STUDIES AR!!!!

like i will.haha.shit.

-kenny-

TIRED AR!

2006-05-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

WAH! training was super tough today sia. but it felt good after that lol. the captain's ball after training was dam fun. almost had a cramp in my right calf in the later half of training. was jogging to the grandstand to start a new section when suddenly coul feel the cramp coming. my right leg like just seized up. was kinda scary. borrowed some heat cream from the teacher and rubbed it on my calf. was ok la. hope my legs will be ok tommorrow sia. ROAD RELAY TOMMORROW!! quite nervous haha. some fierce competition out there!!!!! bleah. hope to do well. > <
so many tests are coming!!!!!!!!! there's chem test tommorrow, bio test on friday, AND GP MID YEAR NEXT FRIDAY! i am damn scared for gp la. i seriously have no idea how to study for it. i did a mock paper in school today and it was horrible horrible horrible. didnt even finish it. maybe it was because i had just woken up from a nap. brain wasnt functioning properly. EXCUSES.
cip on sat again! haha.. helping out at some fun fair thingy. sounds quite fun haha. I WANNA WATCH OVER THE HEDGE!!!!!! hope to catch it with the peeps this sat lol. i watched the trailer for it and it was like super hilarious!!
MUZ SLEEP EARLY nowdays lol. sleep deprivation is taking its toll on me.
-Kenny-

MARCHE!

2006-05-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

whee!! had marche at suntec to celecrate mother's day. it was dam nice sia. everyone one of us(five including my bro's gf) ordered some stuff each, then we each koped from each other's plate. yumm.
went shopping after that. bought a new pair of shoes! its a cross trainer, and its lime green! haha.. FAV COLOUR YEAH MAN. life's been quite ok these past few days, slacking and studying some.
oh ya. i saw this ad for the movie over the hedge, and its like super funny!!!! coming out next friday. MUST WATCH!!!
whee.

-Kenny-

CIP

2006-04-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

the weather was freaking hot today la. kept sweating like mad pigs -_-
went for "CIP" with the class peeps today. dam funny sia, met up at somerset in our school uniform, collected the tins at the collection station at OG, then immediately went to cine to change into orchardwear. LOL. played pool at K pool after that. xin ying and cherie are dam comical when they play hahah..
the biggy class group split up and the dudez and i went to play lan at paradiz. DAMN FUNNY LA when playing with them. laughed like mad retards. hahah.. quite fun la today, except for the fact that it was SO HOT. lol.

-Kenny-

o. O

2006-04-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

went out with classmates on friday. acutally only gerard,sher and sam la haha. yo, sue maine and shawn came later.was like super late to meet them la haha. gerard sher and sam were at coffee bean at bugis. reached there about an hour late. apparently we were supposed to study, but after looking at my econs essay(due next week), and the peeps chatting about here and there, we all didnt accomplish much anyway haha. talked alot o. O
sam was like supposed to meet here friends but we delayed her to stay with us till she was like super late la haha. gerard sher and i then whiled the time away until sher's friend came and left with her lol. gerard and i then went to ps and waited to shawn. omg this looks so much like a police report haha. too lazy la today. TIRED. played pool with gerard and shawn. man THEY ARE GOOD. yo and sue maine came later to join us. sam oso came with her friends haha. helped them to set the balls. sam was TNEH-ING as usual. TNEH PAO. luthie, hong kit and yuan yu came later too! played a round of pool with them. they're not bad la.
SUNDAY WAS A GREAT DAY. LOVED IT.
today was a usual boring school day lol. CHINESE WAS A KILLER LAR. TOW HOURS OF STUPID CHINESE. so bloody boring. used it to do my gp essay haha. chinese is a waste of time la. and the chinese teachers are really really lousy. -Shudders- one of them has this cheap perfume which like makes u screw up your nose -shudders even more-
zzz.
excuse the lousy english today. sorry! > <
IN YOUR FACE GP TEACHER.

-Kenny-

MOSSING

2006-04-14T02:08:00.001+08:00

went mossing with shawn, yolanda, lingyi, samantha and olive today. oh man, juz discovered that mos's milkshakes rock man. so nice. went to PAH some pool after that. quite sad la, was quite off-form today=( nothing much to talk about today, maybe i'll say more tommorrow lol. tired now.

finding the courage to speak. MIRACLES do happen and i hope the one currently in my mind will happen soon.

-Kenny-

MOSSING

2006-04-14T02:08:00.000+08:00

HOMED.

2006-04-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

finally watched ice age 2 with the class peeps yesterday! it was dam fun lol. went through chem test with half my mind thinking about mammoths. chem test was ok la. time to fail. anyway, cheonged to cine straight after school with yolanda, olive,wei xuan, samantha, gerard, phong, sheryl,sherilyn, shawn,hisham,clarence. sherilyn didnt watch the movie though-_- we were about to enter the movie theatre when she suddenly said bye, i was kind of wth. was tempted to give her the T29 BYE, but public la, have to behave abit. went through the movie laughing like mad nuts. there were several moments where we hear yolanda laughing and we start laughing too. her laughter is dam contagious lol. had pastamania after the movie. creamy chicken rocks my world man. so creamy-ish . yummmm. but i kept wondering why it tasted so weird, then i found out that i had forgotten to put the cheese topping only until like halfway through my meal. sigh.
bought a chocolate cake for 30 bucks for han cai's birthday from prima deli at compasspoint.its dam nice la. i have a liking for chocolate these past few weeks. its like so nice and delicious man. slurp.
went to school feeling distinctly tired as usual. screwed up my bio practical. shall not go into details. its quite stupid. training was quite ok today la. abit slack though. its like it started 40 minutes late. no teacher or j2 had come and we decided to do our own self training. we were just finishing our warm ups when the j2 came. strong dude. fit kia. nice guy. lol. had slacked training. but my body is like off form. hadnt trained properly in like a week and already could feel the difference : ( homed with yolanda and gerard. homed. lol. a word i picked up. homed homed homed homed homed. cute.

thoughts.
there's this empty feeling inside of me. i need to fill it up.I WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU. I REALLY DO.
-Kenny-

SLEEPY

2006-04-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

life has been very sleepy these past few days. getting like only a few hours of sleep each day. zzz. and lessons like econs arent helping me stay awake by being so bloody boring. i stay awake for important lessons like chem, maths and biology(TRY). chinese can forget it. its hopeless trying to stay awake during chinese-_-
1T29 is mad la lol. crazy mad ass class. there's gerrard the BENG, samantha the destroyer, shawn the hip hop man, hisham the smoker( LOL JK, he actually doesnt smoke la lol. we all just keep saying he does. now even mr yee our home tutor believes it LOL) and many more madcap characters lol.as in many with a capital M. just that i'm in a hurry, this is just a brief intro. lol.
mass pe is crazy man. freaking tiring. canoeing even worse. cant wait for friday's water training.
haha gtg liao.. brb soon =)

-Kenny-

2006-03-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

Dont love you no more-Craig David
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl

Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
Me at the door with you in a state
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong.

-Kenny-

cjc!!

2006-03-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

ahah! i'm back!! lol. cjc has been quite good la. made loads of new friends =)
orientation was quite fun lol. abit crazy. i quite like my new class! bunch of crazy peeps! canoeing peeps are great too! lol.. but the training is mad la. mucle aches all over my body now.. sigh.. ok i'll update asap ya! this aint ounted a post lol. juz writing to show i'm alive. lol. ok gtg le! miss ya peeps!!! = )

-Kenny-

wow. time sure passes quickly.

2006-02-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

omg.. haha. i seriously have NOT been posting for a long long long time. life's been ok. haha. hmm.. lots of things to say today lol. first things first. i got 15 points for my o levels!(L1r5, L1r4 was 12) ahah. was quite happy with both my maths. A2 for e maths and B3 for a maths. not very good, just quite ok. chinese was dam tyco! haha.. didnt even study at all, went from a b4 to b3 after the retest. combined humanities was a dam relief lol, i thought i would get a c5 or c6, got b3 in the end. PHEW. my humanities was really a hopeless case, never passed a single test in my secondary school life. same with a maths lol. but only thing not really happy with was my english. only a b3. was kinda expecting an a2 or something lol. ahh. crap.
applied for cjc as my first choice. i really have no idea whether i can get in. its like so ARGH. 800 people applied and there are like only 600 places. sigh. really hope i can get in. with affliation to cjc and my cca, i have 12 pts. hope hope hope!! second choice is yishun jc. no idea where i'm going. well, gonna see the results in about a week i think.
speaking about yishun jc, i discovered, in my 1st 3 months there, that it is not like what everybody thinks it is. i know, with an entry point of 20, it doesnt seem like a very good school. when i told my friends about yjc, they like gave me the o . O face. i myself had that face when i read the 1st 3 months posting on the computer. i was like wtf, the school wasnt even in one of my 12 choices for 1st 3 months!!! seriously contemplated not going to yjc, but decided to in the end, to see how jc life was.
when i first entered yjc, i was quite nervous, cause i thought i was like the only marist there. found out that actually the marist batch there was actually the biggest lol. like 20+ ppl. second biggest batch is gan eng seng sec i think. orientation was a blast. was dam fun lol. especially at the last part where we had mass dance and JAM AND HOP. jam and hop was basically partying in the hall for 2.5 hrs straight lol. it was super duper fun. but had muscle cramps all over my body the next day.ouch.
the people in yjc are very friendly lol. the 1st 3 mths batch were basically all same as me, had range of 17-20 points for prelims. very fun to be with!
had a new permanent class after orientation. this class is like one of the greatest classes i have over been in lol. everybody was very close. and the teacher is this young lady who is a dam ON teacher. she like watches anime and plays online games lol. and she is dam concerned for us. not in school and she like calls you to ask how are you lol. there was this once where i was sick and was absent for one day. she made crysanthemum tea for me the next day when i went back to school. i was quite surprised lol. and she's a good teacher too. she teaches us bio. quite funny at times but is serious when she needs to be to lol. my classmates are great too lol. yoo na, ming jie, keith, ally, jia jia, shan hui woon chuan,su fen, michelle, mala,sharon, adeline,daniel, vincent, yao zhong,mahes. and all the other people i know there. great people and dam good to be with : )
joined dance as a cca in yjc. was rather reluctant at first cause there was chinese dance, but joined it cause the teacher told me that boys just learned hip hop, and i was quite interested in hip hop. dragged martin along with me lol. HIP HOP IS DAM FUN TO DANCE. its really fun to practise it lol. Yoo na is like a very very good dancer. hope i can join dance in cjc too. but their standard is like really really high. they just won danceworks today.
DANCEWORKS. i just went to it today lol. it's a dance competition held in marina square. yjc took part too. we were quite ok la. but its a very good experience to take part in lol. i didnt dance though. the teacher thought martin and i were like joining guitar ensemble, so she didnt put in our names. then she found out we were not going, then by that time it was too late. sigh. stupid martin!! the dancers at the competition were great lol. cjc and nyp were dam good la. went to watch final destination 3 with cherlyn,shan hui and kemp and cherlyn's ex-schoolmates. jin ling had to leave early as she had some gathering.final destination 3 is quite grose la. makes you really cringe. especially what happened to the two girls in the tanning salon. UGH.
i play maple story! haha. used to think of it as this lame game last year. then checked it out when i had nothing to do one day. found out that it was actually a dam fun game! quite addicting though. hmmmm. haha must control. tell me if u play too! i play bootes server.
life's been ok these few days la. waiting for the posting and all.
about girls. haha. hmmm. shall keep quiet about it. me good boy : D
just say that i cant forget. even after what has been said to me. hope to see her again. haha. sigh.

life is really like a box of chocolates. i found that out by myself.

school again!

2006-01-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

zzz. school's starting tomorrow. no idea how's its gonna be like lol. hmmm. wonder how the school looks like. i have never even been there before lol.sian la. must wake up early again. at least i hope i dont get lost on the way there.
went to orchard for the new year countdown!! a few hours before that, i asked my bro if he was going to orchard, so he could give me a lift. he told me that i was mad to go there. i was like "huh?". i didnt know what he was talking about. met matt at around 9+ at orchard, then the rest at wheelock. they were desmond, sampson, terence, berdine, me and matthew. heh. matthew had brought these snow sprays beforehand. i found out why my brother had called me mad later. THE WHOLE PLACE WAS FREAKIN CROWDED. it was like you couldnt move about freely. you had to push like mad to actually move forward. ugh. horrible. i dont wanna describe it, with what the recent furore over racism blogs.
anyways, be back soon.
-Kenny-

HEE HEE

2005-12-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

I'm back!! haha.. its been like what... almost a month since i last blogged. hey wait. it IS a month since i last blogged. goodness. haha.. time really passes very fast.
Holidays are almost over!! haha.. school starts next week. tuesday. bleah. got posted to Yishun jc. haha. was very shocked when i got the posting, mainly because of the travelling which i imagined was going to come. an hour plus of travelling!! i was going to DIE!! luckily, i found out that there was actually an express bus to yishun. takes only like 10 mins to reach there lol. wonder how jc life is gonna be like. really curious. lots of studying i expect. ok FINE i know alot of u guys are gonna say that it's an obvious fact. hahahahahaha... but its true la. i know. sigh.
holidays have been blasting. haha.. never had such a time in my life where i slacked so much. been going out hell lot.. playing pool,beaching,playing maple & gb,etc etc with the dudez. so much fun haha.
bleah. results coming out in mid-feb. kinda nervous haha.. its like the determining point in your life, kinda determines what's gonna happen in your life for the next few years. dont know how's it really gonna be like. hope its ok though.
went gymming with terence today.. was quite satisfying. we both pumped our chest till destruction lol. took some pics in the toilet. ok that sounds really wrong. NOT THAT KIND OF PICTURES. but you know.. hee hee.... OK JKJK.
been working for M1 the past 2 weeks. the money's quite good la. what i do is just register and promote M cards lol. they're the prepaid cards of M1. but once when i was posted to causeway point M1 shop, helped to promote some handphone deals as well. leant hell loads about the lastest phones. also made me envy some people. there was this dad who bought the samsung D-500c(slide phone) for his 6 yr old son as a christmas present. rich biatch. i bet the phone will spoil in about a week haha. ok i'm bad. hee hee. i'm still stuck with my dumb N-gage QD.
got a new com!! haha.. finally have a com that's lag free. quite a good graphics card i think. ATI RADEON X1300i.
haha.. cya all soon!!

woot

2005-11-27T10:45:00.001+08:00

its over. its over. its over!!!! whoo hoo! actually it was over a few days ago. but heck. ITS OVER! the sense of freedom is unbelievable. whoo hoo!! total freedom. The dumb barrier of the o levels is finally gone. haha.. time to reflect.
dumb o levels. man, it really has caused me so many problems. its like even when u go out, u like totally cant enjoy it, cause you know that you eventually have to go home and STUDY. haha. but heck its over. whoo hoo. the studying in the last few months really caused in a strain in my mind. minimal sleep, study study study.
relationships. heh. it can even cause problems in that area. no idea what's going on now. no idea what to do. no idea what to say. no idea how to act.
anyway, the fun after o levels is what i call TRUE fun. window shopping, pool, movies, the works. utterly. the sense of satisfaction is really good. its like finally overcoming the final boss monster and seeing its head cut off.
But, after awhile, you will get bored of the fun. i mean, you have to have fun, but financially, its quite a strain really. so, we have to find a job. gonna find one soon. preferably one where i can work with the dudez. its more fun and less boring that way.
in genting right now. its like the first time i'm not enjoying a holiday lol. spending most of my time in the dumb lan shop. my bro couldnt come because of work, so going to the theme park was kinda meaningless.BORING. only nice thing about this trip was some show which i went to watch with my parents. it had all these stunts and stuff. interesting thing was one solo performer almost died three times haha.
gonna go back soon. boarding the coach back in a few hours.
ter's on a dumb holiday for 10 days. sian. cant wait to hang out with the dudez again. its crappily boring here.

-Kenny-

woot

2005-11-20T02:18:00.000+08:00

alright. o's are still not over yet. but at least its MAJOR gone. one dumb out the way mcq paper and it WILL be officially over. cant wait for that darn moment. dumb pure science people celebrating like mad already, while we combined science stuck with this dumb out of the way mcq.
anyways, we are all like basically slacking already lol. went straight home to change after my a maths paper 2 exams on thurs. went to meet the dudez at dhoby ghaut mrt. thing about these dudez. they are late most of the time. had to wait like an idiot for almost half an hour plus before the whole group had come. even worse, terence and quee leong took the wrong side of the mrt from serangoon and ended up in sengkang. they were like already 10 min late by then. i didnt believe it myself, until i heard the "next station, sengkang mrt station. passengers can blah blah blah LRT thingy". lucky jasmine arrived onli like 15 min late, if not i would really have been bored to death. went to eat after they had all finally arrived. ordered this student meal thingy at yoshinoya. rice wasnt nice. ate like half of it. waste of money. sigh.
wentto watch tom young goon. its seriously FREAKING cool. u people really really really have to watch it. its NC-16 though.
played pool with the dudez after that. it was quite fun la, though i had to like warm up abit first. sent jasmine home after that. at the station, found out that i had forgotten that i had deposited my ez link card at the pool hall. sigh. bought a standard ticket instead. felt really bad that couldnt send her home all the way, could only send her the the end of the station. bleah. went back to the dudez at the pool hall after that.
the pool table's at le meridian hotel. i really hate the stupid uncle. we played for like 3 hrs and 2 min. and that BUGGER charged us for FOUR HOURS. matt thought he was joking at first, but that arse said that the com had already recorded the time and he couldnt do anything about it. yeah right.
went to serangoon to eat. had char siew noodles, then took a bus to ter's house. his parents are like so freaking nice. super friendly. stoned in his room for abit, then watched movies and played some ps2 till like 5 or 6am. couldnt remember.
woke at at like 11 lol. i think we all must have studied too much. 5 or 6 hrs or sleep is like enough already lol. stoned at ter's house till like 5. waited for the pure science dudez to finish their paper. went home first to change, then met everyone at dhoby ghaut. had fun till 11 then went home lol.
stoning at home now.

later homies.

-Kenny-

woot

2005-11-03T17:38:00.001+08:00

woot. just 19 days to go. ahh but heck. i'm gonna slack after the 17th. stupid moronic mcq on 22th. slack 3 days study one day. dont care. ahh. i hope my studying's been on track. AHHHHHHHHHHH. sian. lol, so many things to do after the o's. LOADs. so many things to do with my buds! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sian la now. pfft.

better days.

2005-10-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world, I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
Running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

High-James blunt

great song. james blunt is a master at these kind of songs. you're beautiful, high, goodbye my lover. all great songs.

hmm. o level comes in about two days. chinese. then a whole week of exams the following week. just cant wait for it be over. Actually, i kinda welcome the start of the o levels, because the faster it starts, the faster it finishes. its so boring at home. stupid walls. -grunts-

-Kenny-

blah.

2005-10-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

blah. had bio practical yesterday. disaster. the stuff which came out was really unexpected. everyone was like shaking their heads and complaining after the paper. man. this really sucks.
gonna have combined science practical tommorrow. hope it will be much better than bio. FRUSTRATION!!!

i'm like experiencing one of the worst times of my life now. i'm drained emotion-wise, study-wise, body-wise. i'm practically being sucked dry inside out.
i have to study at home everyday. it's driving me mad. seeing the same four walls around u doesnt exactly make u happy.

o levels end in about a month and three days. NYAHHHHHHHHH!!!! just thinking about the 22th of november makes me drool. it's one of the few things which drive me to study in this boring house.

bored bored bored. stupid o levels.

birthday's in about six days. hope i can at least go out and relax a bit THEN.

-screams in frustation-

-kenny-

.

2005-10-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

ahah. i lead a stupid life. dont really wish to talk about the events of today. dont even know why i'm even blogging. the stress of studying is a very powerful force. its about overcoming it that really matters. i hope i can.
-Kenny-

the speed of passing time.

2005-10-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD. its the first of october, and its gonna be the second in like an hour and a half's time. For all the secondary fours out there, this means something. THE O LEVELS ARE COMING. and i mean really really soon. time passes so freaking fast these days. i mean the o lvls are so near that, the end of the o levels are like a month and tweny two days away( i mean, for my subjects. the stupid dudez taking double pure end like 6 days earlier than the combined due to the combined having a seperate mcq paper. zzz. ) anyways, i must stress that it really is freaking coming. sigh. everyone is like studying like mad these days, and that includes me too. my dumb life revolves around studying these days( and of course, something else) the stupid studying is driving me nuts . getting miminal sleep nowdays. it was only because today was a weekend that i managed to get a sleep in. bloody tired.
i can still remember rushing out of the school hall in june, being super happy that the chinese o levels are over. i can just imagine that the emotions i felt then would be magnified one hundred fold when the o lvls end on the twenty second of november.
ahh, it just feels so good thinking of how good we will feel when its over. pure esctasy. its this that keeps us going these days. thing is, stupid terence is like going on a holiday to tasmania STRAIGHT ON THE DAY AFTER THE O LVLS. its like wtf man. so fast -_-
My humanities really suck. its like i have not passed a single social studies test in my life before. i'm actually trying to study it right now, with all the facts and how to answer the questions. geog is ok though.
a maths. sigh. my worst of the worst( ok, maybe my social studies is as bad). making some progress with it now. practising loads and loads of trigonometry. stupid topic.
its the last day of school next friday, followed by the graduation/leaver's ceremony a week later. my friends and i have already planned to like, scream/ shout/ sing at our highest volume the school song on the last day of school. its like a tradition haha. the secondary fours did it last year on their last day of school, and the secondary fours before them. i can still remember asking lionel about a year ago what was wrong with the secondary fours that day, screaming out the school song like they were at a concert. he kindly explained the tradition to me. its our turn now heh heh.
life is really boring these days. hope the o levels end asap. i can just imagine all da partying.
-Kenny-

bleah.

2005-09-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

bleah. i'm back. decided to continue my blog, but i guess i'm not gonna update it that often. so utterly bored right now.zzz. so many things have happened since the last time i posted. prelims are officially over( with the practicals finally finished) and its two days from now that the prelim results are finally coming back. wonder how i'm gonna perform for this prelims. i'm kinda confident that i'm gonna do quite ok for the prelims, but i have heard from my friends that Mr Teo( my biology teacher) has told some students that the entire level did v lousily for the biology exams. and it was one of the exams in which thought i would score quite ok with. sigh. really wonder how its gonna be like two days from now.
i'm been studying like crap these past few days, mugging at mac's for insane hours. must really thank my studying mates! ya'all have helped me so much! matt, lionel, ter, ally, samp, ya all rock.
i've calculated. its 66 days to the end of the o levels. no idea when it starts though. just want it to end so i can settle my stuffs.
mind's been in a mess these past few days. i've found myself sitting in a corner of my room thinking of stuffs. and its not about studying, i aint that nerdy. just stuffs. sigh. i cant even sleep well.
mum told me that we're gonna go to have dinner at my aunt's house tommorrow. hope its fun. my life is so boring nowadays. the o level examinations can really destroy you. it has already done so much damage to my life, my brain, my heart. and it isnt stopping.

sigh.

-Kenny-

see ya.

2005-08-31T16:13:00.000+08:00

i guess this is the end of my blog, for some complicated resons. i MAY, and i stress on the word MAY, be back, but not for a very long time. see you.

-Kenny-

back!

2005-08-27T11:01:00.000+08:00

i'm back! : D oh my goodness, i have not updated for ages. hmmm.... the prelims are finally over! its like the last official maris stella examinations i will ever take. woot. i have been taking them for ten years -_- ever since primary school. the prelims were generally ok, except for a maths paer one. we all seriously screwed up in that paper. its was like so FREAKING HARD. even daryl, the rank 1 in class, said it was hard and he was gonna get a c6! and when daryl says its hard, ITS SUPER HARD, cause this is a guy who thrashed the china PRC students and topped the level for physics two years in a row. and, for once, i felt that biology was good. Mr teo(our bio teacher) let us off this time lol.
hmmm... prelims ended on thurs. i played hell lot of com. so deprived of it. then went to meet dear. in the afternoon.
yesterday was very fun :) i met terence in the morning, then found out i had forgetten to bring my money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! brought him to my hair salon. he's quite satisfied with the haircut( i hope) went to his house after that. played Grand Theft Auto San Andreas on his PS2. its so darn fun lol. we took his car(modified like mad) and went to speed it on this train track. it was like so freakin fast. we travelled on the track for quite long, then found out we had only travelled like 1/4 of the map. the map in GTA is so freaking big!! ahh i wanna play T_T i took the controls for awhile, then crashed it into an incoming train lol. so fun, we could like just stop a care and hijack it. poor hijacked dudes.sampson came to terence's house soon after that, and i watched them play gunbound. they're seriously quite good at it. played until about four. then took a bus to meet dear. as the bus was on the way to sengkang, i like came out of the bus, met her , then quickly boarded the bus again lol. went home to take my money. took 156 from sengkang, then a 70 to suntec. by the time we had reached there, the movies were too late : ( sorrie dear > < feel so bad.went to play arcade instead. walked aound after that, then bought her this perlini's anklet. it looked good on her :) went to eat marche after that. its so nice! first experience of it. must drag my family down there next time. ate this jumbo chicken with rich while she ate creamy pasta with teriyaki chicken. the food was good. walked aound abit more, then took 70 back to her house to send her home. lol we sat right at the back of the second deck, then we could see heads keep turning back stare at us. we kept laughing. we also returned the stare to the dumb idiots lol. took a bus home after that.
ahh... wish i could meet her today : ( so bored at home. utterly stoning. missin her.
-Kenny-

Adventurous spirit.

2005-08-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

heh. just realised i have been updating very little these days. sorry ppl : ( prelims are here, gotta study haiz. had oral yesterday. it was kinda ok, if not for one stupid and I MEAN STUPIDLY RETARDED examiner. the reading and picture and ok. first question was easy, talked about real life experience. then the second question came. "Sometimes the best laid plans fail. do u agree?" the stupid examiner said it so fast that i thought she said best LATE plans. ARGH. i was stunned there for like ten seconds, until she asked me if i understood the question. i said" errr... no." then she repeated the question. then it clicked. woot. flowed all the way. third question was ok too. argh. hope i can at least get an okay grade for it : ( stupid biatch. would have been better if she had talked slower. oh yeah, and she like kept rushing the stupid oral. i had like more things to say when she bloody hell started reciting the next question. grrr.
hanged out for awhile at the canteen with the dudez. dom was being an idiot again, he took a wooden flat stick thingy and threw it at the fan. it like split into two and ricochet off the fan and hit the walls! damn. then he took a plastic tray and did the same thing! spastic.
terence kept suaning me. so i chased him while running in some stupid pattern. then i slipped. and skidded. i hit my head against the brother chanel statue and my thumb too. ouch. i saw stars for awhile. then my thumb started throbbing. its damn swollen now. cant bend it properly. and worst of all, it happened to my left hand. MY WRITING HAND. right in the middle of prelims. great. lucky i can still write. but it hurts abit when i do so. bleah. it was so darn embarrassing. everyone kept laughing until they saw my swollen thumb. i cant even type properly now.
Today felt kidna weird. had chem prelimds today. it was kinda ok, but i mistook all nitrates to be insoluble when it actually was soluble. haiz lost five marks for that. went home after that to wait for dear to finish school. slept for like three hours lol. was still kinda groggy when i met her at compass. tried rotiboy while on the way to her house. its kinda good. unique, i might say. her sis was at home when we reached there. bleah. watched courage the cowardly dog for awhile. its kinda retarded lol, courage is always the poor little thing. then we went somewhere. lol. went home after that and stoned till now. haiz. seriously missing her right now.
-Kenny-

Cheena prelims.

2005-08-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

today was a waste of time going to school lol. we had the chinese prelims today. it was kinda dumb to give us this exam, seeing that the majority of us have not touched chinese since our chinese o levels in june ended. that includes me too. paper 1 was dumb. finished the letter writing(informal) in like 20 min, was one of the worst letters i ever wrote lol. then while doing the composition, i kept stopping at every other sentence and stone for like five minutes lol. i was kinda lazy to write by then. wrote in simplified chinese, i think a primary school student would be able to read it and know every single word. didnt even use any "cheng yu", those four letter phrase thingys. it was an utter disaster. we all simply didnt really care( or most of us ) . slept for like an hour. went to the library to stone and listen to my zen with matthew and wai keong(mike) who joined us later while waiting for the next paper. the dumb teacher in charge kept coming up to shush the lower sec who were making a hell of a din in the library. she didnt really care about us listening to our zens, we were like listening it in front of her. but we were quiet. i guess she just cared about the noise level.
paper 2 was laughable. practically didnt know half the paper, so i just did it anyhow. lionel was the funny one. he finished the paper in like 40 min or something. then he went to sleep.then the teachers kept waking him up and asking him if he had completed his paper. poor lionel. i just slowly did my paper, and like before kept stoning at intervals. slept for like 1/2 hour after i completed the paper.
went to caltex to have some instant noodles with dom,lin ze, terence and desmond. crapping around as usual. lin ze left early. went home after that with dom.
dom came by my house later to take my pure chem textbook. i had pure chem for like half a year last year, but i was so slack then that the book was like practically brand new lol. lucky dom : D
ahh stoned in front of the television for awhile while waitin for joanna. met her after that, then
-PRIVATE-
heh. sorry ar. its between us.
hmm... revised some biology stuff for tommorrow. hope it's an ok paper tommorrow.
ahh missin her soooo darn much. > <

BEE FOUR. / an hour together.

2005-08-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

today was ok. woke up at eleven plus, then stoned a little while waiting for Joanna to reach compasspoint. kinda groggy. met her at 12.30, then we, ahah, sorry, but -PRIVATE-
only spent an hour together though. dang. went home, and did some biology revision. it was like so boring la. haiz. no choice. prelims are coming. oh ya btw i got a B4 for my chinese o level. its kinda ok. not too sad. but its kinda weird cause its like half between good and bad, so its like i'm really confused on how to feel. lol.
did some maths test paper after that. dang, it was kinda hard. and my prelims are like so near : (
haiz. went to my ah kong's birthday after that. it was ok.. but kept thinkin of Joanna lol.

hmmm... ok that i typed yesterday. today is sunday! hmmm went to cut my hair. its like so freaking weird. dunno how will she think of it when she sees it tommorrow lol. ahh gtg study le. see u. love my darling.

neoprints.

2005-08-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm. yesterday was a fun day. woke up kinda late, at like eleven. stoned a little, then went to get ready to meet Joanna. maybe its the after effects of stoning or something, but i took kinda long to get ready lol. i was like bleah. then suddenly i looked at the clock and i was like WTH. suddenly started rushing everything cause i was gonna be late. brisk walked all the way to compass, then went to buy some char siew paos from the cold storage in compass, as dear suddenly had a craving for some. took me awhile to find the shop in cold storage lol, until i realised it was actually near the entrance. met dear at kovan mrt, then we went to heeren to take neoprints. it was kinda fun hahaz. did some nice poses. i looked kinda dumb though. BUT DEAR U LOOKED GOOD TRUST ME : )
walked around orchard for awhile, then decided to go get some gelato from some place( i think it was some underpass near tangs or something, cant really remember). she described it as some kind of low fat ice cream which was really really good.when we reached the shop selling the gelato, i was kinda skeptical at first cause the cookies and cream flavour didnt look appetising at all. then i tried it. HEAVEN. goodness, this gal knew her gelato! it was like so god darn good and so darn delicious! its on her wish list in her blog lol. now at least i know what it is.
we decided to go her house and study after that. walked all the way to orchard mrt, then just as we scanned our ez-link cards, she suddenly asked where her file was.
" i thought it was with u??"
"isnt it in your bag?!?!"
" OMG"
"OH NO"
we ran all the way back to heeren. dang, she's seriously fit. luckily for us , the nice shop lady had helped us to keep her file. we thanked her(phew). turned out i had left it on the counter when we were changing the money for $1 to use at the neoprints machine.thank goodness.sorrie dear > <
decided to take a bus to her house after that. we were on the way to the bus stop when we saw this burger king in lucky plaza which looked like quite a good place to study. managed to study for half and hour before we started getting distracted and having fun.lol.
we were walking to the bus stop when desmond called. he was at the airport studying with dom and was very bored. decided to meet them at heartland mall burger king.went up the bus which came surprisingly fast, then -PRIVATE-
met some marists at burger king. we managed to study :)
sent dear off at the bus stop, then went home with dom after that.
today was boring. school as usual(1.5hrs of chinese, total mental torture). p.e was kinda fun though. played basketball. got thrashed by the pro team though(all the school b'ballers).met dear in compass and had some time together before she had to meet her friends to go to her friend's house. argh missin her so much right now. tuition started quit early today, at about five. was so tired by then i was drifting off to sleep halfway during the lesson. collapsed on the bed right after finished tuition.
hope i can meet her tommorrow : )
love u darl.

a fun day.

2005-08-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday:
it was fun yesterday. kinda crazy day. woke up damn early to have tuition, which was from 10am to 12. she was late by 15 min, which meant that the tuition was going to end at 12.15. i was supposed to meet the guys at compass at 12.30!! goodness. the tuition was practically, as lionel would put it, MENTAL TORTURE. so god darn boring, i almost cried in happiness when it finally ended. heh. rushed to pack my stuff and change, and brisk walked all the way to compasspoint to meet the dudez. met clem and dom there. collected the cake, then waited from sheryl and her friend jocelyn to come down from their school ( CHIJ SJC) . she was kinda late. the bus 156 came soon after that, and we took it all the way down to serangoon stadium where i met my darling. took 76 to east coast after that. when we reached pit 10, we were like practically the first people there -__- i left the cake under the table where it was cool. alison was on her way there, and we basically stoned there till she came.
terence came first with berdine and trisha, and alison came shortly afterwards. we set up the bbq stuff, then tried to start a fire. turned out to be so darn hard to start one, because the wind was so freakin strong. we kept trying and trying, but we juz couldnt start one. the moment we struck a match, it was immediately extinguished by the wind. until by pure luck, we managed to start one. phew. then while the fire was crackling away, dom, out of pure madness or whatever, suggested throwing the lighter into the fire. we all thought we was joking until he REALLY DID IT. we all screamed and backed off. then dom took the tong thingy and flicked it out. dang he's really mad. it could have exploded or something. bleah. dumb dom.
stoned there for awhile more, then more people started to come. matt, then desmond, linze and the 4E dudez( eric, ming xian, daryl and more). we started cookin. but the cooked sausages looked diseased. ugh. ate it anyway lol. i wanted to go play in the water, but the stupid me was wearing jeans and i forgot to bring pants. dear offered to lend me hers, but they were kinda short for a guy. ok for a girl, but for a guy, too short! sorrie dear > <
cut the cake at like 6+ i think. again, the fire was almost impossible to start. but matthew the scout dude managed to do it in the end hahaz. then he mutiliated the cake -_- anyhow cut lol.
had fun till like 6.45, then i had to go. said goodbye to the dudez. then matthew came and gave me his famous amos cookies! omg! they were like so nice la. thanks man matthew. u rock.
took a taxi after that. joanna's plan was to go meet her parents at the explanade, but as the road to the padang was closed, she decided to go to her friend's house at serangoon gardens to practise some dance moves for teacher's day. i took the taxi home after sending her off.
reached home slightly later, but luckily my parents didnt complain or anything. then dear suddenly called me and asked me if she could meet me downstairs later. i was so happy! i said no prob. she came at about 9.40pm. met her downstairs, then we -PRIVATE-
went home after sending her off at the bus stop. she's so cute!
went home, then did a physics test paper. stoned till 12+, then feel asleep. was kinda tired by then.
today:
today was a stoning day. woke up at 11+, then stoned till 2+ where i did another test paper. my parents were packing all the wardrobes in the house. i got many shirts and a LEVIS 517 JEANS from my bro! turned out he couldnt fit into them after he got into the army and grew too much muscle bulk. yay. then did another test paper, and stoned till now.
may be back later at night.
argh.miss u darling.
-Kenny-

phew.

2005-08-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

phew.. lucky my brother's ok. audrey just got cremated today. i kinda expected to him to react differently, but thank God he just acted normally. i'm really relieved. phew.

today was boring.as usual. went to school, had physics practical. its was like dam sian la, cause the darn teacher squeezed two practicals into her two periods. so rushed. i just managed to finish in time. the other poor dudes even had to cut into their recess to finish their practical. its like, we have to eat! stupid teacher.
gym was closed today. argh, getting fatter & fatter : ( hope it opens tommorrow though
Mr teo was on course today, so the last two periods, which were biology, were cancelled. but there was a relief teacher for the first period. students werent allowed to leave the school before 12.45pm, even if their lessons ended before then. as it was 12.00pm, we had that one relief teacher for that one period. turned out he was this old boy from our school. hahaz, we kept disturbing him , making stupid noises and such. he was kinda like wtf is wrong if these guys man.
went to caltex to eat cup noodles with the dudez after we were dismissed. they kept disturbing that chubby employee in the mart lol. she was kinda fun though, always took their jokes. went home after that.terence too. dom, sampson, and desmond went to the national library to study.
i found out when i reached home that my parents were on the way home to drop some stuff off before going back to their office. made a quick call to Joanna. missed her so much la, and somemore my bro had taken my hp as his siemens charger was at audrey's house and his batt was running low. talked for awhile, and she was like playing the piano to me when i heard my parents come back. had to put down : ( sorry dear! i wanna hear it on sat again! she's really good at the piano. it was so nice to hear.
took a nap, then finished my homework. didnt really want to disturb Joanna as she was studying for her geog exams tommorrow.( i hope.heh.) tried to call her at night though, but she didnt pick up. haiz. maybe she's busy or something.
my brother and my dad are at audrey's house collecting his stuff right now, so i can get my hp back later. i'm so bored right now. miss her to bits. cant wait for wed ^^
-Kenny-

sad, just sad. a day which went horribly wrong.

2005-07-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

it was yesterday.

8.00pm.
i was talking to lionel on the phone about studies and stuff. was supposed to start doing some work at 8pm, but heh, got carried away, instead talked with lionel till 8.20pm until my dad suddenly shouted at me to go do my work. i could see my dad was kinda pissed, so i got off the phone with lionel and went to the toilet first. just as i was about to enter my room, the telephone rang.
it was my brother. he had just crashed his motorcycle and was in the ambulance to SGH. from what i had heard, he was fine, but his girlfriend audrey had suffered a broken leg. i was quite relieved to hear that, but nevertheless, my parents and i immediately rushed to the hospital.
8.50pm
we reached the hospital.i found my brother and he told us more about what had happened. audrey was still somewhere else being treated. according to my brother, another bike(model super4) had bumped into his back while he was breaking due to heavy traffic. the bike flipped up from the back and audrey was flung forwards 10m while my brother was thrown 5m to the front. we were escorted to the family room by the doctor. it was a small waitin room which the doctor could update us with what was going on. audrey's mother and her boyfriend( she was divorced) joined us later. 5min later in the waitin room, the doctor came in. he said audrey's lungs were punctured by her broken ribs and that she had heavy internal bleeding.he also said that she could go anytime. but he and his team of doctors were already trying their best. he then left the room to continue trying to save audrey. upon hearing these words, my brother burst into tears. and shortly after, so did everyone in the room. even me.it was very, very sad, but there was still hope, and we all sat there in silence. i prayed to God.
9.10pm
the doctor came into the room again. audrey's pulse had come back, and the team of doctors were ready to bring her into the operating theatre. we all heaved a huge sign of relief.it was a good sign. but then the doctor continued. he said that audrey's blood pressure was dangerously low, and that he could not gurantee what would happen to audrey in the operating theatre.we hoped for the best.
9.20pm
my father started wondering when my brother was going to get treated. my brother was still in his wheelchair, as we were afraid that he had suffered some fractures. i pushed him outside for a smoke. i comforted him, saying that audrey was going to be fine, and told him to think positively. but there was nothing much i could then, and i was very worried myself too.
9.40pm
i pushed my brother back into the A&E room. he was already very depressed. we met my dad. my brother's friends had come too. we saw another injured person. turned out he was the one who had knocked into my brother's bike from the back.the bastard.he was in shock too. his fiancee had been his pillion and was getting treated too. he and my brother talked for awhile about the incident. the guy's friends came soon. there were many of them.
10.10pm
it was my brother's turn to get treated and x-rayed.we went inside the consultation room to talk to the doctor.we then went to the x-ray room.
10.30pm
the x-ray results for my brother had come back. he had suffered no fractures, and he just needed dressing up. my dad went to join my mum and audrey's mum+bf in the operating theatre waitin room.
10.50pm
i waited with my brother's friends. we all sat in silence.my brother was still getting treated. my dad had just come back to check on my brother.he was walkin towards us when he received a call. he told my brother's friends and i to quickly go to my mother. we ran. it was a long way to the operating theatre. upon reaching there, all i saw was audrey's mother crying, crying, crying. i knew the inevitable had happened. Audrey Leo had passed on.now was the problem. how were we going to convey the news to my brother that his girlfriend had died?
11.05pm
my brother had just finished getting his wounds treated. he immediately asked about audrey. we hesitated, then quietly told him. he remained in silence, which i presume was because of shock. then he cried. he cried like he had never done before. i had never ever seen my brother in such a state of distress. i cried too.my father comforted my brother.i tried too.

we went home shortly after that, as audrey's relatives were coming and audrey's mum, worried that there would be a commotion, told us to go home first. she was a very understanding woman.we comforted my brother till like 1am. then he, his friend and my father went to the traffic police station to make the official report after receiving a call from the officer in charge of the case.i went to sleep.

i woke up this morning, with a nagging feeling in my mind. What HAD happened? then the memories of the previous night flowed back into my mind. since then, my brother has been in his room most of the time, and i can hear his cries whenever i pass his room. in the few times that i have managed to see him, his eyes were swollen from crying too much. i feel so sad looking at him being like that. i feel sad as audrey was my friend too.

when audrey was first introduced to me by my brother, she was very quiet and didnt talk much. i presumed that it was arrogance.but as i got to know it better, i found out that it was actually because she was a shy person. once u made the effort to break that certain barrier with her, she was like normal friend whom u could talk to.

most of all, to me, this incident has made me think of joanna. how much i treasure her, and how much i love her. i love u joanna. missing u.

i may add more stuff later, but i'm not really in the mood right now. i'm still feeling depressed, but i thank God for joanna. i wanna go to marina bay again with her >.<

-Kenny-

stoning rocks.

2005-07-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

hey dear.. noo u dont make me lose my appetite!!! its cause i think of u too much that i'm distracted : D and its in a positive way!! hahaz.. anyways love u.
-Kenny-

yesterday was fun, didnt make much progress though. heh. went to watch fantastic four with her. its was a good show. heh but didnt really concentrate much on the show though. was too preoccupied with her. went to marina bay after that. planned to study, but was too lazy hahaz. it was so romantic, and so private there. its a perfect place to spend time with someone whom u love there. god i miss that place so much. i miss her even more : )

today was basically stoning. didnt want to wake up at first, kept thinkin about yesterday. did my maths tuition homework after that. kinda hard, but luckily managed to finish it. then here i am now : D waitin for her to finish studying her geog : (

-Kenny-

2005-07-30T13:25:00.000+08:00

hi darl. added the music in already. :)
poo. i make you lose your appetite!
ahha that doesn't sound very nice.
i sound like some gruesome monster..
it's raining. and i wanna go marina bay again!
haha. this is so random.
nuff said, update!

love.

A Wonderful, Special day

2005-07-29T12:17:00.000+08:00

second calculator got stolen. and its like an $8 cheap ass calculator la. damit. anyways, dun care. gonna get new one. thinkin of gettin a lock for my bag.
today was special. very special. heh. but its private.
went to school as usual today, boring as usual. i heard that something happened to a teacher today.. but its too gruesome to say it. its very sad. she was like so cheerful everyday. we were all very shocked that it had happened.
after school, met joanna, then we went to bk study, then
- PRIVATE-

went to my dad's office as our family was gathering there to meet and go to a restaurant. dinner was ok.. but i couldnt really eat much, i kept thinking of something(or someone?).. hahaz.. then we went home and cut cake. the cake was very delicious, being mocha with chocolate and stuff.
cant wait for tommorrow : D
-Kenny-

boring day

2005-07-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

heh. my calculator got stolen. damit. theres a thief in class. first desmond's bottle, then my bottle, then terence's bottle, then my calculator. damn. hate it. haiz. i kinda liked that calculator. alot of memories with it. anyways, today was kinda the same as usual, kinda boring. had a s-s test, damn boring. anyways, dad naggin now for me to stop. DUN CARE. heh.
came home, studied abit. napped too. normal day lahz. nothing much. tommorrow's my dad's b'day. dunno wat to buy him. we gonna have a family dinner tommorrow. cant wait for tommorrow. today was boring enough. cya : )
-Kenny-

heh.

2005-07-26T12:35:00.000+08:00

heh. Had some of the Monday blues today. dunno wats wrong with me. on the way to school, i felt kinda giddy. i was weird. lucky i had dominic to accompany me to school, dunno what would have happened without him. after awhile it was ok, but when i reached my classroom i suddenly felt nauseous. i couldnt take it anymore, rushed out of the class and puked in the toilet. no food came out, but i vomitted out some yucky green liquid. my friend said it was bile or something afterwards. ugh. grose.
School was rather slacky today. we had two free periods. one was english, which we guessed was because mrs chong had problems with her baby( she's heavily pregnant ) . that was the first period. we just sat around talkin crap. lionel finished his english summary hw on the way. i was too lazy lol. heck it. boring, yeah. then had physics. juz managed to pass my physics level test( its about Radiation, radioactive stuff, etc). phew. lost to matthew by one mark damn -_- . but heh. the level test was returned to us and i won matthew by one mark!!! heh. guess we're even lol. but he's the smarter one though. stupid photographic memory arse. he just studies the notes awhile and he understands it. me, i have to READ and STUDY like a million times before i get it. humph. recess then came, went to the school gym and pumped my chest like mad. did dropsets from 110 pounds till 60 pounds of 12 per set. chest hurts like mad now. but it feels good heh.
anyways, the other free lesson was maths. mrs chan, like mrs chong, was also on sick leave. spent it listening to zen and drawing stuff. bio was next, we learnt this genetic stuff and it was like facts facts facts. my brain almost exploded. zzz.
After bio, terence went to find miss koh ( BIATCH!!!) to get back his confiscated handphones. ( 3 of them lol, one N7250 and two N3310) went lookin for her like forever, until we spotted her going into 4B. terence went to ask her and she told him to find her at 2pm, which was like a half hour later. poor terence. i went home first.
Reached home at like 2+, almost 3. was so tired. had lunch, then watched tv till i fell asleep. went to do my tuition hw, then revised some bio. its so dam freakin filled with so many facts haiz. : (
heh. cant wait for thurs. three more days.
-Kenny-

2005-07-25T04:14:00.000+08:00

hello! HAHAH. i'm the first to update! yay.
quick thank me for the layout! :D
i hope you like it..
i really have no idea what picture you want though..
if you find a better one just send me and i'll do the stuffs yeah.
anyway, i love kenny. kenny is so nice. ahah.
okay, nothing else.
you can do the rest of the blog.
bye kennyyyyy.

-JOANNA

virgin blog!!

2005-07-23T06:30:00.000+08:00

hihi!!!!
kenny here! : D thank u so much for the layout Joanna!! this is cool stuff! shes ultra nice, took the time to make this template for mua.
hmmm... i think with a new blog, i gotta make an intro 1st. HI. i'm kenny, male, 16, and a singaporean. i'm currently studyin in maris stella, wich is a crap school, with a dumb principal and an even dumber discipline master. lucky i'm gonna escape the dumb place in 3 months.
speakin of that... THE O LVLS ARE COMIN.. which is super boring, gotta study everyday.. 3 more months.. and then doomday[S] comes : ( this blog here is about the drudgeries of my life, and dumb stuff that happens to me : P

hmmmm... about today,basically stoning at home, and doing some homework. its 3.15 now.. gonna wait for tuition l8ter at 4..
woke up at like 11.30.was quite tired.(heh talked till kinda late on the phone wif joanna yesterday : P ) was supposed to be that i woek up early so that i could go down to the nearby 7-11 to buy the papers for my dad. then when i was about to leave the house, my dad told me that he was gonna buy food from outside, so i need not buy the papers as he was gonna buy them from outside too!!!! GAWD I WOKE UP FOR NOTHING!!!! still felt tired, so i went back to bed feeling irritated. in the end, the feeling of irritatedness took over me and thus i was refused entry into dreamland! damn. so i went to stone in the hall. as usual, my mum NAG NAG NAGGED at me to go study. bleah. so i went to bathe, then locked my door. heh. sometimes i really do study in my room, but once in awhile i dont really have the mood, so i just lock the doors and do my stuff.. like read a book or talk to friends on my hp.
so basically i stoned till like 12.45, when my mum suddenly knocked on my door. she just gave me this a maths test paper. i was like huh?!?! but actually in my mind i was like " WTH!!! WTF?!?!?!?!" i was to like complete it in an hour. eventually i brought myself to do it. but damn. it was HARD. haiz. skipped like 3 questions and still couldnt finish it. i think my tutor allocated the time for my paper wrongly. haiz. passed it up to my mum, and told her about the difficulty of the paper. she wasnt too happy about it. haha. i dont give a damn really. dumb maths. went back to my room, locked the door, and finally feel asleep. and hour later i woke up, and here i am at the com now, waitin for my tutor to come at 4. its 3.30 now. hope she's late. heh. may be back at night : )

-Kenny-